Rather than worry about the future, not now really work

When you hesitate, this world is large; when you are brave enough to step forward when, the world is very small. Until one day you become you like myself, who will question your choice is not reliable? You have become a better you, will meet a better person. Who are you, who will meet.

1 but there's nothing in the world is not in a disastrous state of feeling.

I have a friend A, he love affair 7 years broke up. At that time, he looks like a never happened, we all thought that he didn't care much about the result, one day he was drunk, somehow cry for a long time. The very next day he wakes up, I said a special literary words: "in fact, there's nothing in the world is not in a disastrous state of feeling."

To walk the world, full of monsters.

Remember before everyone on this diary is very red, the content inside I have forgotten half, but on the word memory. Later in this I write, the youth of another name is called in vain. Such a prove futile, in whatever you have, the waste is to cherish, until you in retrospect, feel not good enough. If you are like a person, knowing you can't come to the end, the most terrible thing is you know this, but no way to change it.

Once my mother and I discussed this issue, she explains that can not be together and fall in love, it is a reliable. I said, never mind, I even fell can climb up.

2 choose the one you love, or a like you.

Friends B today I chat, she asked me," you can choose the one you love, or a like you." I want a long time didn't know how to answer her, I thought according to my personality, will say that choose the one I like, coupled with the words "I am not afraid of the wrong love but not from love, " and the words.

Didn't think I hesitated.

Choose the one I like the fear to get hurt, fear not reliable; choose a love I is very firm, but is afraid of his not reconciled to.

Her age was already there, drag to afford, or choose a love of their own, perhaps it would be more a little happiness. She said to her: previously, the dream is more important than anything else, one wants to read inkstone, now do not want anything, just want to go home early, not a bit tired, do not want to be a woman, want to look for a stable job stable husband stable families, just let it go.


3 go with head high and chest out life is only pride.

A book after I have often received the message, the problem of no more than how to get rid of loneliness, think about the future, look at how the dream. Often I don't know how to answer them, until new year's day, 4 in the morning I still catch the manuscript, close the computer I have a drowsy look suddenly understood: those who love you will one day be don't love you, those you hold one day there will not catch, what you want to achieve dreams do not come true at all, those who have very important one day will become unimportant.

But these are in fact nothing, after many years in retrospect you, only makes you feel, and proud, you go with head high and chest out to pass through life.

I may never get rid of the lonely, can not see the so-called future, also unclear why so hard to realize the dream, but I still do. As if the theater began when they tell you and her in the end, you will say never mind I know I still love you, or turn away. If I were you, I will definitely go to love her, that's it.

I would rather let others think I am transformers invading all not tired, I also don't let others see me sad tired fall. I don't like to complain, because I know nobody likes to listen to complaints.

4 do the things they like is a kind of return.

In fact, parents always feel that I am quite reliable, even I think so. I'm the kind of you every good may not say to you all hate, not speaking people, prefer their own internal injuries can seriously, also want to pretend not to care about you, in a rather you disappear when than those who are anxious all over the world to find you, in your time to pretend.

My mother has a joking tone I : "you have a look you, do not talk to reliable love, write no one reads, go to the place where no one knows, it is not reliable." They always think I am too hard, day and night reversed, I want to get home in the vicinity of unit of work. In fact, I did not think not, come back home is near and convenient and earn no less, but I refused. Yes, perhaps writing is not very reliable, but I feel nothing. Writing is writing the returns, painting is the painting 's return, singing is singing in return. If the person really can do the things they like, who says this is not a return.

Some times I spend two hours a day did not have time to read a book, watch twenty minutes before going to bed, then over the weekend can read the entire book. Do do do good. I will do it two times, asked me to write a ten thousand word manuscript I write nearly twenty thousand words and then delete. To write a good article is luck, if a person has written words, it is hard. Most of the time, the world 's attitude to you depends on your attitude to the world, there is nothing to complain about.

In fact, this is nothing, a friend at 8 every night to watch a movie and then drink wine and pseudo small fresh then 11 points go to bed on time, the man upstairs at 5 every morning to get up and running, I was often not sleeping.

We'll find our own life rhythm, then addicted addicted.

In the final analysis is reliable and stable 5 Security problems.

I don't know is it right? There are a lot of people facing this way as I choose. In fact, most of the time, whether we choose not to reliable and stable, we are faced with a very important problem. The problem in the final analysis is three words:" a sense of security."

Later I came to understand, and worry about the future, not so hard. This way, only struggle to give you a sense of security. Don't put your dreams on a person, do not care too much side whisper, because the future is your own, only you can give yourself the greatest sense of security. Don't forget to do, forget where you want to go, no matter what is, how far, how" not reliable".

When you hesitate, this world is large; when you are brave enough to step forward when, the world is very small. Until one day you become you like myself, who will question your choice is not reliable? You have become a better you, will meet a better person. Who are you, who will meet.

It is important, whether do your choice, have to live up to your heart. As is written as: many years to when you're here in retrospect, only makes you feel, and proud, you go with head high and chest out to pass through life.